I died again an there was no friend
Just darkness surrounding me
I seen this brother with horns like mine
Whom looked very familiar to me
I sat by him an the heat radiating I can tell the bullshit he had been through
"Why are you here?" He asked me.
I simply said " i believed another person to be a friend"
"Why are you here?" He asked me.
I simply said " that friend I believed was truthful was just a crucial curious brute whom meant nothing but harm my way , till I got tired I got exhausted thinking of ways we could possibly mend, I got angry an one day........."
"Why are you here?!" He yelled at me.
He was now standing so tall his face buried in the clouds.
I could feel his breath in the recycled air
I could feel him smile in the pit of my stomach
And on my back stood every little hair
"Who are you, your voice , your presence I know you so well from somewhere" I started to say.
I exclaimed "Dont make me admit it please dont , man who the fuck are you?" .
He opened his eyes and revealed his face
That's when I put together to and to
This object of a man where I earlier stated was a brother I had known, was the devil himself
"These people will never love you like God an I , I'll admit.
Stop wearing your heart like some cloth you can change if dirty if torn
I tried to show you the spirits luring you
But you ignored me prayed me off
Went back and succeeded at seducing me
So here we are
Your here cause you have nothing left to give
A heart of pure gold , but no idea how to live
How dare you, put your energy in other dead bodies an rotten minds like yours
You deliberately disobeyed disagreed with your God
To turn around an call his name in vein when your in despair
You continue to voluntarily put yourself through hell thinking people really love you that they really care
The reason you are here is because you killed yourself. "
©porsha..
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