I sit in this room and watch your expression and listen to your voice . cold and empty like me I can see . this was your choice . do you even remember 6 years ago in December ? you left me for him again and again and again and again for 13 dark long fucking years you brought forth my deep seated fears and left me to drown amongst the dirt if this perverted little town and soon to become you will all go down ....no longer am I your clown a frightend frown upside down twisted and raging . as I wake I drink diesel till I no longer kick and scream and shake .....my morning intake ..
©purgatory
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