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Dilapidated Hallucinations

Constrictive air retrapped within his blank stare • 
Unable to see clear, what happened to yesterday? •
Tomorrow is a breath away from being shunned •
He prayed and prayed to truly be loved •
Time has swallowed the lonely man's heart beat • 
Like within the shadows •
Completely awestruck by misery • 
Banished stifled rhetoric •
Blatant to deliver satire embraced agony • 
Time bandit •
Murderous wasted time sleight of hand •
He is master planning it •
A mind that works like a master plan •
Jumbled desire •
Destined turmoil embedded inner peace • 
Inner thoughts •
Subconscious rights and wrongs •
Dedicated to the mind of this mad man • 
Belligerent focus haunted inside of me •  
Mirror reflection because he is I • 
Shattered impulses cannot look him in the eyes • 
Quicksand heartache devoured memories held deeper than deeply inside • 
Eagerly anticipating yesterday's pain all over and over again • 
Six feet deep with those clutched miserable whispers • 
" Come to me to be safe! " •
The voices race •
Arduous mind state lingers • 
Where are her gentle whispers? •
Those cute sexy giggles? •
Biting the lip nibbles? •
He begs for her scent in what lingers • 
Bullet ridden bulletproof vest itchy trigger finger • 
33 Chapters all the stars fell out the sky •
Mason master crafter •
Illuminated in the now and in after •
Murder she wrote •
Engraved another grave dripping down his face • 
Entranced by the shadows shadow • 
Lucid last breath •
Vivid kiss forever hexed •
Lucifer loved him to death • 
3 lifetimes swimming in a shallow grave •
Under lock and key psychological mind fuck •
He smokes clovers chest full of luck •
Eternal rains raining down on his face • 
6 more forever’s unbreakable chains • 
Mundane rage evaporated toxicity •
Dirt and shit underneath a cage • 
Dead man walking •
Slow your pace • 
Bet back 3 6 9 • 
Alien blood twisted alien DNA • 
Lost hope lost soul lost thoughts lost his way • 
Brains blown back bloody mess •
Blood splatter all over the place • 
Loneliness bleeds from his yammered laughter • 
Brain matter saturated 6 pages of 6 chapters • 
Double down blank face emotionless clown • 
Under a rock taunted by a hard place • 
Fade to black can’t stand his reflection • 
Slap to the face crucified begging for his resurrection • 
Fork in the road blood oath blood of a goat • 
Vowed undying love • 
Signed over my soul • 
963 more reasons left to go • 
I left 3 baker dozen of his favorite black wilted long stem roses • 
39 and 6 in the middle •
Look him in the eyes and wipe that spital •
Aimlessly searching bound by devious determination • 
Honeymoon on the Dark-side of the Moon • 
Memorized 33 vows I will whisper to you • 
Inside her mind, body and soul • 
The sin swimming in his heart has it's beat upon you •
You know it would be a lie if you whispered it not to be true •
It yearns it craves it cries for her • 
Her is she and she is you •
Emptiness loneliness everything and nothing to declare that heart has died for her • 
6 riddles 6 rose petals 6 stories to describe a vague blur • 
Venomous rainbow venom attached to the broken heart • 
Lost soul stuck spinning around inside the madness of the blistering cold • 
He begged God to buy back his battered soul •
Couldn't swallow life no more •
“ Did you pay the toll? “ •
Blind Faith lost again and again without a piece of hope • 
He stays lost no matter where he goes • 
Embedded the simple solace of solitude • 
Fire in his eyes seduced by her honesty • 
3rd degree burn from the utterance of the truth • 
He will crave her far past an eternity • 
She has the key that unlocks all that's inside of me • 
I am him so he is I •
Shared image of 33 3's • 
He kisses her every night • 
The Angel whispers in his dreams • 
Darkness torments • 
Whispering Demons • 
Hand on the Bible cold shower his body is overheating • 
Bloody Mary bloody confession booth blood on his hands • 
Suicide circles insomniac teardrops •
Stranger in a strange place strangely misplaced • 
His mind is wired like a ticking time bomb • 
No filter twilight zone mind of a clone •
Tormented and tortured in his mind running blind all alone
Chasing the thin air clouds of THC smoke •
Hangman's noose can't make him choke •
Enticed entirely different from most •
Prophets are chosen Ones •
Lopsided dilapidated poetry touching nerves •
Unnerving everyone •
His life created the learning curve •
He is me to the 3rd skeptically advanced beyond absurd •
Couldn't fathom couldn't ponder •
Her he never deserved •
He taught but the blind cannot learn how to manipulate every single word •
Devil behind my mischief within utter chaos throughout •
His heart cannot be found •
Pendulum swaying •
 He is in too deep to turn around and around cannot find stable ground •
Look around look around you •
You found him but it was I who loved you •
Painted happiness on the blank mask •
Father Time slapped Mother Nature •
A kiss left a kiss misplaced poison laced upon witty plans to escape •
Love conquers hate but not with what stares back at his confused face •
Murder and mayham redrum without a trace •
Buried 6 feet deeper than 6 feet deep •
Waist deep in toxic waste •
9 steps away 3 feet of space •
He loved with all his heart all my being •
Wasted time bought back •
Emotionally ambushed public enemy point blank •
Quiet your thoughts but never ignore his poetic art •
In the blink of an eye •
His hidden riddles will always make her smile •
Kiss on the forehead not one teasing goodbye •
Boo… •
I’m ghost •
His heart lost it’s beat his eyes foggy with no pulse •
Boo… •
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I’m no more!!! •
Him and I will for her eternally adore… •
Rest in paradise searching soul •
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