how much to dragons weigh?
how well do shadows sleep?
how many games must be played?
before the reaper reaps.
demons that have come before
demons, the ones at my door
that wait for me to slip
And get back in the swing of it...
my demons, see they wait
they use love as my bait
once I fall then they take
cause they know my evil potential is great
I choose not to side with them
some times I wonder if my good is pretend
I have demons, their my friends
and i thank god for them with Amens
because its the only life ive ever known
I find love then to the wolves in thrown
its is in this balance which ive grown
thats why I need love to go on my own
I admit... i can't do it alone
its not bc im not strong
nor is it that I'm doing wrong
I think that thr timings not right
I'm supposed to learn something from the fight...
dare I ask when god will step in
has he already? and I chose sin
I just wait for the chance
in the mean time with demons I dance
I am one who breaks the rules
I do what I want. im no tool
is this why im condemned
God, can you and I make amends
it may seam that I dont try
but the things I think that I justify
I think alot of doing evil
it takes alot to not hurt some people
I made a vow... that I will do right
I tip the bows of justice some nights
And I play the agent of karma
double standard of course I do what I wanna
a do gooder with demons at hand
that taught me the game, a pro i am
personally all I want is a love with whome to settle
And have a heart not made of metal
But to lavish a love with rose pedals
is it you or evil in my life that meddle
I get no answer I get no reply
I come as a cancer I come on shy
I will not lie life it's been hard
don't know how im still caught off guard
But I am a solder I'm doing some will
I use my words I don't have to kill
I want a different life I didn't choose this
if I did what choice did I miss
is the road to hell paved with good deeds
bc I can't tell if I should fallow or lead
I'd appreciate an answer if you would please.
angels and devil's both are killing me.
I pray to you though. on my knees.
©akathatguy
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