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Disappear by yelawolf (remix)

(chorus)
There's a moth on my window seal
And it came to die alone
Through the pain of the pouring rain
I gaze into the storm
And I imagine I'm the son of a man
Who will hold me close and near
With these bruises on my face I cry while I pray
To disappear (disappear)
To disappear (disappear)
Disappear (disappear)
Disappear
Disappear
(Leo)(verse 1)
Hello my father
How have you been lately
I’m only been able to feel anger
Cause i thought she loved me but it was all mistakingly
I’m sorry i haven’t been acknowledging you
I guess never really
It’s some days i feel like i won’t make it through
And recently life is treating crazy
I never truly tried to pray
I just thought you put me in this position
Day to day i feel like i just want to go away
I just want you to help me through this tension
Knowing what the past and why it all clasped
It hurts so badly and i can’t take it
My mom told my dad she’s pregnant and he couldn’t grasp
Something clicked in his head to be aggressive about it
Father can you make this all disappear
I don’t want mommy and daddy to find out
Father i just don’t want them to hear
To hear me pout about me getting pushed outta the house
Damn, oh wait i mean dang
I’m tired of being complacent
When all i hear in my head is the door and the bang
Can you help me father to get me outta this basement
(chorus)
There’s a moth on my window seal
And it came to die alone
Through the pain of the pouring rain
I gaze into the storm
And I imagine I’m the son of a man
Who will hold me close and near
With these bruises on my face I cry while i pray
To disappear (disappear)
To disappear (disappear)
Disappear (disappear)
Disappear
Disappear
(yelawolf)(verse 1)
Daddy I've been thinkin' about you lately
Mama's never here and step daddy hates me
He drinks a lot, it makes him so mean
Mama always screams and it gives me bad dreams
Today I dropped my bowl of s'ghetti on the floor
I didn't mean to make a mess, I tripped on one of my toys
I tried to clean it up, really I tried
But I just made it worse so I went to my room to hide
I knew if Benny saw it I'd be in so much trouble
I didn't want to, but I did
And the thought of gettin' hit
Scared me so I didn't tell him
Benny saw it, he took off his belt and
You know, he hit me with it
Then he pushed my face in to the carpet where the s'ghetti spilted
But I forgive him though
I love you daddy, I guess I gotta go
(Leo)(verse 2)
Hello father are you still there
All i feel and see is fear
Father i just want to be a boy
A boy that's able to play with his toys
Father why did you show me this life
It was a strong strife
How am i still alive
How did you show me to survive
Father why did you place me in a house where i have to steal
Wasn’t it your deal to not steal
I sit and just think
People think i’m sick
Father why do they treat me different
Am i really that different
They treat me with hugs and treats
After they found out about my beatings
Father have you hear me scream for help
I’m terrified of my dad for each step
Closer he comes the more afraid i become
Father did you know he comes
Over to beat me in my sleep
I tried to protect myself but i’m too weak
Father i’m sorry i learned how to lie
I had to lie about me stealing food, sigh
Father help me please i’m in need
There's a spot stained from me bleeding
My dad was glad to have me in his hands
Everynight i tell myself i’m strong
I’m a soldier in armor
But father i need to help me be happy
I end this pray to see another day
(Yelawolf)(verse 2)
Daddy
Are you there?
I know you're probably busy off working somewhere
Helpin' somebody
Build a house or somethin' neat
You told me what you did, carpentry, right?
Man, that's so cool, daddy
I really miss you, so much that I would kiss you
Yeah even front of my friends
I guess you know I'm gettin' sick again
I've been throwin' up, I haven't been playin' much
I missed a lot of school this week, but I'm tough
I'll make it, you know me, daddy
I don't get what I want most of the time but I'm patient
Hey if you get a second
Maybe tomorrow you could come by just to check in
Because my babysitter's crazy
Mama don't believe me but she makes me get naked
And I'm embarrassed so I hide it
I'm tellin' you because you know my heart and what's inside it
I gotta go to sleep but don't turn off the lights
I love you daddy, or should I say Christ?
Should I say Christ
I gotta go to sleep but don't turn off the lights
I love you daddy, or should I say Christ?
There's a moth on my window seal
And it came to die alone
Through the pain of the pouring rain
I gaze into the storm
And I imagine I'm the son of a man
Who will hold me close and near
With these bruises on my face I cry while I pray
To disappear (disappear)
To disappear (disappear)
Disappear (disappear)
Disappear
Disappear
When the weeping willow
tree sways from the breeze I float away
To the end of the world, to the moon, to the stars
To the heavens where I'm safe
(I’m a child) not a prey (I’m an angel) enslaved
I'm a life, I'm a world, I'm a rose, put to waste
Wake me up, let me live, let me breathe, let me breathe
Give me love, give me soul, give me guidance, give me peace