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disassociated

D-I-S-A-S-S-O-C-I-A-T-E-D
Dont really feel that I belong
I don't even feel as if I'm here
Shallow eyesight I can't see clear
Annoying hightened feeling no drugs no beer
Silent but lost I can't think clear
Someone pinch me before I disappear
Outofbody or stuck in fear growing smaller
Cut just so I can feel
Imagination or reality HAS TO BE REALITY
Alienization robotic seizing disconceiving
Triggered off breathing stay alive
Empty but leaning
Dependant but screaming
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