"It's my fault for all of this happening as I'm not shocked that you chose to Leave,
Feeling down and out and sad but knowing this is what I deserve to Recieve,
Without you being here with me, I feel so confused and Weak,
Not wanting to do anything and don't want to talk to anyone and Speak,
I know that all of the good things are outweighed by my Downfalls,
Hoping and praying that you pick up and answer my many missed Calls,
I'll admit I let my pride get in the way of my thinking as I didn't want to take on the Blame,
Because I didn't want to hold and carry on that weight of Shame,
But here I am, apologizing and saying every single thing that I did Incorrect,
Knowing I was damn wrong for not treating you the best and not giving you the Respect,
Spilled out all that I had to say to you and hoping that's it's not too Late,
As I sit back and try to relax for what you have to say as I patiently Wait ..."
J