I struggle
to sit
with emotional discomfort.
Sober.
without the unmanageable
crutches of
chasing sex,
driving fast
to get out of self.
into the present.
this all will pass.
this experience
will also benefit
others
and therefore
this suffering
is never in vain.
Touch me
with a lend of
your strength
and lighten
the dark path
to a continued
freedom.
©mairtin
M