"Division"
Have you felt the division? The distance and beyond. The feelings that longs to pursue you, the pain I withhold hiding in the corners as tears falls down. I smiled bitterly where I digest every words you utter. Lips so tender yet words that kills me. Hatred? I have never felt such emotion. Resentment? No, I would never dare to have it. Love? I- a word captures people to a state. Speechless, witty little lies. Denying with colorful structures. Blinding and colliding in each hidden holes.
Now, have you noticed? This emotion changes me yet in a healthy way. I have tried my best, to improve. Through aspects for I am truly inlove with you. I may not have the fantasies I wished to have but seeing your existence. I am now happy, thank you for being alive. A one sided love that tends to learn. Cornering me in a despair of fooling my own self with a wrong guy.
©lareia
L