Do you really love me

It's easy to say you love me when we're both intoxicated off these drugs drunk in our lust but when you get mad you spit fire out of your mouth and it burns it slowly burns away everything we built now all that's left is dust and ash no memories no love just darkness and fear if you really loved me like u claimed you'd never want to see me in this dark sunken place a friend would build me up not tear me down a friend would fight the battles with me not fight against me so what really is a friend when I'm alone in this world left to fight these demons all alone left to fend for myself I'll never really know but I do know my loyalty runs deep deeper than any ocean if I call you a friend I'll always be there to the end I can't say the same for everyone else tho just know if I love you my love shows in every way now that's a true friend