nothing has changed I'm still natural,I'm still myself after all the sadness that I've felt flowing in Love's deepest depts,you guide me through my soulless moods with the stench of your perfume I'm sleeping in blooms of roses just watching the sun avoiding all seasons to resume to the dark state of the moon,I'm steadily waiting and wanting you missing every moments with photographic tunes trying to survive within this room of memories "soaking away in tears "trying not to make you my fear but loving you is my nightmare I see you everywhere so why won't you hold me near, with all my feelings I really care "now I want to disappear"I'm tired of braking down in tears trying to figure out if you still care about me...
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