Done

I'm beaten and broken.
I'm all done with hopin.
I have nothing left to give.
I have no more will to live.
If I believed in God I would pray.
If there was a God it feels like my life is a child's game forgot.
He no longer wants to play.
I hide inside lost and crying for help.
I want to scream but it only comes out in a small yelp.
I'm looking for my place.
Feels like I've fallen so far from grace.
Is this what you wanted?
To make me feel small and dumb.
Instead you made me numb.
Now I'm empty.
This is what you wanted!