I want to love but I can't
The hurt I've felt went beneath my wings
I carry no strength to lift you when you fall
Reduced the heat my heart usually produces so my love isn't warm
I see your needs but I can't help
I myself is in need but won't accept
The trust i had drowned with his speech
I should be far but he cut my feet
As you see me now I should be starting my baby steps
But don't expect to be breastfed,
every sip to me is poison
The fear of loving the taste or having my last breath
All I do now is ask to be delivered from the rope
Be separated me from my addiction and set my spirit free
The should I go should I stay, who am I asking around these closed walls in my head?
Hear my cry but please stay far
Don't love me but do know I do you
Please don't fall for me
©proverbs31
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