don't think I don't think about you.
every sigh pulsing your chest.
every word sincere when you don't want to tell me goodbye.
every longing that you feel yet it makes you wanna cry.
every thought of me running wildly in your mind.
every flash of your laugh that has me crumbling just tearing at the seams.
every wish you have that I'll come back somehow someway even though it makes you ache.
yet you know the thoughts of losing me is too great.
every pavement you walk, every breath you take simply reminds you of me.
such bittersweet memories you wish they wouldn't fade.
every smile every conversation do you know I held them dear to me.
you meant a lot.
you meant the world.
you meant the universe.
I loved you.
still do.
the ache is tragic.
you were my favorite.
my one in a million girl.
yet I sit here.
my eyes burning with tears.
yet they chose to fall.
let it flow.
yet you're not here.
and these emotions they burn slow.
torn apart.
wanting to be one with the flame.
yet I love the heat.
let it seduce me.
don't say I don't think about you.
it hurts me.
you were the only love I wanted to take my hand.
©darkdeity
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