Don't wanna leave what I have to say unsaid, cause it's no guarantee, I'll see tomorrow, plus it's driving me crazy. It's surprising how many thoughts goes through everyday, conversations to where it seems like I'm soft, others to where I'm hard and stern. Always a paranoia of mine, to if I don't say what's on my mind, that if I don't speak, I wouldn't be able to live. So, if I put it out there, it's resolved and onto the next. Wanna say what I feel without feeling like I can, cause it comes from somewhere, or a trigger cocked against me, I feel like I got to say something, cause that here today gone tomorrow is so real. So whatever ill will, or fear of what I may look in the other person's eyes, is ill relevant to the urgency I feel. Just don't wanna leave nothing unsaid, just wanna be safe."
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