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don’t want people to know

don’t want people to know
I don’t wanna live, but I don’t wanna die. I don’t want people to know. I don’t want people to know something is wrong, but I don’t want people to help either. I don’t want people to ask me. How are you or are you OK? But in reality, I know they don’t really care. I know they don’t really care about me or what’s going on with me. They just ask because it’s polite whenever you ask someone that you will never get the real answer. Is it just me or do you feel like life is just this board game where you don’t know how to play and you don’t know the rules and you don’t want to play anymore because it fucking sucks