My wrists are marked red
where the knife cut the flesh
The paper's tear stained
As I'm sobbing in breath's
I'm drowning in blood
Cause I weren't taught self love
I'll be leaving soon
it's all becoming too much
I can escape to my mind
But not for so long
I've sinned, I'm a sinner
I'll continue to do wrong
You can't kill your demons
Unless you kill yourself
my life is detoriating
and so is my mental health
You bleed me dry, and wonder why
I push you away
There's no colour in my mind
The clouds are painted grey
So save your words, you won't be heard
©rhianna
R