I grind my teeth
To the bone
How hard it is
To speak your mind
So today
This moment
An hour
A minute
A second
It doesn't
make a difference
I've been waiting
my whole entire life
I need some love
Damn it all to hell
It's not possible
Guess
I've waited for nobody
I'm forever
Damned to be alone
Questioning myself
Reasons
Beyond belief
But truth is hidden
Deep
Within the cracks
Dealing
With it's pain
And an aura black
The ones
I have
Been attracting
Are the wrong kind
They are not
Longlasting
Just like the wind
I'm always running
Chasing after
Dreams of nothing
Snow white
Made of stone
I just needed
Something
Something
That is of
A little more
Substance
But I end up
Like always
With nothing
After
Every chance
And
Circumstance
My mind
Is bent
Broken
Twisted
Of everything
I have enlisted
Turning loose
Once more
Like I have done
Many times before
Saw
That you
Out grew my heart
Sounding
All to familiar
Though
Still torn apart
Where have we
Gone wrong
Feeling
Nothing
But the strong
You let me go
At such a good time
Maybe one day
I will feel fine
Touch my soul
Some more
With your
Faithfulness
Never
Looking back
At said
hurtfulness
And
It's mess
Whispering words
To what matters most
Unsaid
Untruthfulnesa
Lord
Christ Jesus
I know
What you know
So I confess
Written by
Freewriter
Lenni-x
And the
Amazing
Terrylin53
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