You were the light that lead me out the darkest tunnel only to walk back into one without you're light to guide me home cold without you're arms to keep me warm wet from all the tears I've cried afraid that everything we've built has shattered like glass blood stains the ground that I walk trying to bypass but too much has gotten in our way to avoid the sharp edges that are underneath me I've given you my heart without any regrets yet you keep yours hidden lock tight to where I can't get to you no matter how close we are I still can't reach you're heart no matter what I say or how loud I scream I still can't reach you the closer I get to you the further away your heart seems to go yet physically you're body is here with me but you're mind and you're heart is somewhere else I hope that I am crazy and that your love isn't withering away like a flower would in a week I don't need to hear I love you everyday but I do need you to show me that you do the way you did so long ago when you're hands caressed my face and you looked deep into my eyes and told me that I am yours forever I want you to look up at the sky look deeper at the moon tonight remember me remember how we became to be remember the promises that were made long ago I want you to lie in bed at night alone tormented by my shadowy ghost that no longer lays by you're side haunted by a kiss you may never get again remember the love we made that you may never be inside of me again chained by you're very thoughts that you kept to yourself bound by you're own very lies that you may not even believed that you've told I hope that one day you see that the love I gave to you you took for granted the life I build with you you took for granted the way I would give myself to you you have taken for granted the very children I carried an birth you take it for granted we are yours and we are only a reflection on how much you love us you tell me from looking at us now what do you see?
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