couldn't soccour from avalanching
in the infuriated waves of calvary,
the aftermath of my actions slowly
annihilating my mental peace.
bombarded with circumstances
which keeps me awake at night,
in a quandary where i am torn between
losing and choosing myself.
what's currently occuring is devastating.
you are the causes of my Gehenna,
and the subject of my nightmares.
the paradise you had build became an abyss.
and the light i am trying to forfend,
is now loop hole where you only could see is umbra.
feels like i am in a wide-deep ocean;
riding in a ship that is already sinking,
and brought me in nowhere,
where even i, can't found my self-identity.
©polla
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