I'm drowning myself in this bottle
tryna get rid of my sorrows
Been neglected since child mama
was depress to show love
When I'm drowning myself in this bottle
I feel loved
So much hate reveals its self when
the buzz is gone
Looking in the mirror shows what you
once was
Broken mirrors shows what you now become
I'm drowning myself in this bottle
to keep the flashback of the past hunting me
Echoes of family members telling me
I'm not going to be shit
Reminisce of the knife cutting my hands and
Wrist to feel a different pain
Drowning myself in this bottle to cope with
the pain
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