Today I was drowning in a wave of great despair
Today I felt out of control, like pulling out my hair
Today is a day when I miss you just being there for me
Today's a day I needed someone to share a cup of tea.
It's not that I can't cope with life , or think my life's not good, I think infact I've done ok so on that I do not brood.
But had to grow up quickly had to learn how to survive, infact sometimes I wonder how I managed to stay alive.
In my head I don't go there, I can't admit to all the pain, looking back at who I was I cry alone so deap in rain.
I can't admit the times I've felt the drowning sence the fear, today the ghost of a drowning child came whispered in my ear.
As she sat beside me, I said to my frightened self out loud, keep your head above the water we'r not drowning so be proud...
©cazza
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