This life ain't for me
I feel like I can finally see
An outline of who I wanna be
But with this depression will I ever be free?
See I've written a suicide note
And sat back and looked at what I've wrote
Let me give you a quote
My mind's stuck on overdrive
And I don't wanna be alive
Doesn't matter how hard I strive
Feels like I'll never thrive
Where do I go from here
Surrounded by nothing but fear
Try to cover that up with a beer
No that's just a crutch
I feel like I don't ask for much
I used to be Jordan in the clutch
But now I'm hell bound
Wondering if I'll ever get found
I'm a king that was never crowned
Terrified to make a sound
Feels like I'm being drowned
Inside my own mental compound
Maybe one day I'll come around
©sebu13
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