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drowning in tears

I lost you.
and it hurts.
my heart caves in by the thought of you.
suffocating.
panicking.
choking.
drowning.
I feel you.
the ache in my chest that won't let me be.
the questions why I can't get no sleep.
cuz I simply don't want to be where you are not!
yet I don't forget to breathe.
stumbling.
I search for you.
I ache when I cry.
drowning to exhale.
lungs explode when I inhale.
yet I exist just to be yours.
coughing up blood just to feel your heart.
yet in a puddle of my own blood you still can't see I'd die for you just to be yours.
drowning in tears.
for a love I'm dying blind to see.
©darkdeity