I watched.
as you mouthed the words.
I Love you.
three little words.
but they pierced me deep.
seeping my polo shirt.
lingering just to surge the bulge in my pants.
I wanted to kiss you.
hell, I wanted to do more than just kissing you.
my hands restless.
my lips hungrily search a solution.
your blue eyes longing.
your rosy pink natural lips haunted my memory.
your blonde long hair resting gently on your shoulder.
as I daydream about how you taste.
knowing my stiffened fascade didn't fool anyone.
I wanted you.
I want you bad.
just dying for a taste.
to claim your lips and feel happiness.
it was like life or death.
to want something so simple so soft.
to feel bliss or nothing at all.
it killed me.
sitting there on the verge of rejection.
wanting a taste but knowing I can't just have one.
it was hell.
it was heaven.
but I didn't care if I burn still.
just to claim what was mine and never let go.
to want a kiss.
to love you.
that's all I know.
©darkmocha
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