I thought theses feelings would go away.
I thought I could just run away.
in another's arms, in another's touch.
sometimes I found myself thinking about you then I often blush.
memories of you they paint me red.
heat filled my cheeks.
I feel no longer dead.
missing the girl that invades my dreams.
the only warmth in screams.
the only shudder in my moan.
I hum a tune when I close my eyes.
it's the thoughts of you that are like a Love song.
my heart dies every time I hear your name.
I melt.
I cry.
it's always the same.
dying to be with you.
though you are never far it seems.
like a whisper you're in my head.
always in my dreams.
I try to run.
I try to hide.
I try to leave my feelings aside.
yet I'm in the arms of another.
familiar feelings that often live then die.
then I'm back thinking about you childishly asking myself why.
falling for my best friend.
the girl that can never be mine.
the girl like a ghost following me haunting me all the time.
yet I'd die just to be near you.
as I feel I belong all the time.
wishing you were here.
wishing you were somehow mine.
yet another has me longing.
another seduces my mind.
yet I fall in love with you.
but you can never be mine.
©darkdeity
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