I feel strange
It's like a wave of panic and sadness
But no way of escaping
Just pretending
It takes over day by day
Leaving very little space
The oxygen is not working
And i am drowning
Through the waves that force upon me
Oizys is not the one causing it
Its my mind
It craves validation
In order to get it is pain
And hiding
to hope to never be found
Even when you feel like you were stabbed
You dont scream
You dont signal that you’re in pain
You put on a mask
And design it to fit
You just want to lay in bed
Watching shows
Escaping reality
Losing it entirely
People recognize
But you continue to lie
The times where you want to leave
Be someone else
Or just gone permanently
You press down your chest
And hope for the best
You put on baggy clothes
To hide even further
But you still don’t feel right
Societal standards
She,he, her, him
Why must we use sex as an assumption
You hope they’ll realize
That you won’t have to say
Correct them again and again
It increases the wave further by the day
The dysphoria doesn't get much better
It gets worse every time
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