why does it becomes-soo hard to get back to my usual sleep,
being told that it's just the reason -I uselessly think soo deep!
I no longer bother what my will says me to keep,
just recklessly trapped in a bad habbit to weep!
I'm just stuck in b/w yelling over and over n being begging creep,
you see me merry, bold and ya imma freak!
just b'cauz I better know how to hide my pain which might leak,
if it does I'll surely fail to control myself-cause i'm weak!
was I weak in love,
or this made me weak!
©rhman_eyex
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