Pistol grip full with a clip
Waitng on the moment
For my finger to click
Gun Pointed to my head ain't got no sense left
Switch it, barrel into the mouth
Which way to go out quick
Is it lead straight to the head
Shoot my brains out before pain
Makes sense, my body laid out on the ground
Unfair for my family and friends
Wondering why i did it , for nothing makes sense.
That's why it ain't okay to pretend
Everything ol'right when you feel this way.
Fake smiles that hide my pain
Behind the mask that covers my face
They said, he said, she said
Throwin shade to shame ma name
Pointing fingers for i'm to be blame
I guess i'm proof of a living disgrace
To these hissin two face
Fake bitches acting like snakes
Ready to bite down with venomous fangs
Intoxicate with poison injected into my vains
Down with the pain, I need some peace in mind. Ill give you a piece mine
Open your eyes before you couldn't
See cause you were blind.
So i rap These lines
Spiting truth to divide from lies
Instead of listening, You never did, you run and hide
but you should've, could've tried
So many tears you cried
So many times i lost what was mine
Pain, gain and so much loss
Lost my train of thought
Never once did i lose myself
I'm thankful to God im still myself
For living a mess of a life
That feels like hell
Battle scars and cuts
Still in process of heal
Learning new life lessons
Within hard times
I understand to hold my aggression
Be humble and stay patient
Just when i thought i knew it all
My Foundation keeps grounded
When everything around seem's to shake
Like earthquake
I dont fall
I dont Break
When life hands you lemons
What are you gonna make?
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