same guy but doesn't affect me,
I wonder what happened?
The distance or the communication?
makes him think am with another guy.
I wonder if it is jealousy!
because I think he has another girl too!
yet am not angry at him,
but at my ego and pride,
and the failure to realise it was love, when he came around.
I look at my phone and see his number,
wishing to dial.
but again my ego and pride,
is too ashamed to apologise,
because I was not dating another guy,
but waiting for that same guy,
who has another girl!
I'm smiling but he's not the reason,
I'm smiling at my ego and pride,
and for the love I have,
of that same guy
who's is in love with another girl,
thanks to my ego and pride!!
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