an eye for an eye that's what they said
over thought it and took it to bed
now as an adult I see that the future is enemy fed
driving aimlessly I can't get the voices out of my head.
every time I think I get a friend I end up wishing I was dead
the good guy always getting blamed at best
not so different than what Jesus had to protest
maybe society isn't my taste of bread.
I have tried to feed all but they are so greedy they feed until under distress
maybe this trigger will put everything to rest
then again I already have blood dripping from my chest
I think I'll just lay back and enjoy the feeling of being blessed
as my soul leaves my body
I let go of the rest
morbid as it sounds
no one wants love so pain is what's left.
death isn't the answer it's just a metaphor of this life that were living always asking for more
at least here on this planet we have things to adore while up in heaven there constantly staring down to rest assure
you my angel are getting to enjoy the life you sacrificed yourself for...
©nikkibb
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