What's normal ?
For emotions, I don't know.
All I am is flesh and bone with a head that can store information and replicate it back.
The chemical and electric signals that travel all around tell me what is safe and what's harmful.
In other words im a liveing breathing sentient being just like everyone else, but why can't I feel?
Cuts and scrapes feel like lite pinches with a resonating sting that go away after I ignore them.
Pepole talk about there pasts, there dreams and aspirations but I never feel a thing .
Hugs from freinds, not even a smile.
Jokes yet not even a laugh.
I meet this girl, as close to perfect as can be, I thought I had a crush, I thought I might feel.
But when we spoke it was gone.
My brain kept its straitface and nothing but information came out of my mouth.
Am I normal?
Is this really me?
Have all the emotions been beaten out of me?
©moneda
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