I always lie
To my friends
my Colleagues
And all my mates
We always argue
On my character
Which is so confusing
I always tell them
That I'm not emotional
But I don't really know
If my words are true or not
'cause when
My eyes are wet
I realise that
What I say
Is differ from
Who i am
I don't really cry loud
I don't cry
For something special
I do cry for
Pitiful images
Or terrible
Sound from
My emotional soul
I do chase people
From my life
Actually
I have many fallacies
For any of my mistakes
That blinds
My heart
And tell me that I'm fine
After disturbing
My whole entire life
I disagree with my thoughts
Sometimes
And take wrong
Decisions
About who I am
I thought that
I am strong
Unshakeable
Uncontrollable
But someone proved me
Wrong ' cause that
I'm weak before him
And emotional
When he is beside me
Even though
I refused to listen
He told me before
That I have
Emotional soul
©Gisubizo J
G