I don't wanna call u but I need u
I never wanna see u but I need ur hug
I never wanna talk to u but ur voice calms me
I never wanna be near u but I want to feel home again
I'm sad we were together but I yearn for ur love
I don't want to touch u but I want to feel u next to me
I can't stand u but I need to be with u
I hate u but I love u
I want to be as far from u as possible but I need u here
Yet all I can do is sit here alone and wish I knew what to feel cuz I'm torn into a million pieces and I just need to know what to feel. Cuz I'm sad but happy, mad but calm, emotional but fine... I want do this without u but I am and it brakes me even more cuz I need u now more than ever and ur not here like u said u would be and I hate myself even more cuz I believed u when u said u were deverint but u left me when I was at my weakest and u know this... so I'm sorry if I'm still needing the only person I ever loved
©bored_teen
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