my eyes chased you at every angle.
my gaze slowly killing you softly.
taking you in.
drinking you in.
admiring every angelic but devious detail.
suddenly I had eyes for the purple haired porcelain girl with blue eyes.
and nothing I mean nothing else mattered.
I was cornered.
trapped every time you look my way.
I melted delicately on demand.
emotionally victimized to passions ignited I didn't understand.
I found myself texting you every day getting lost in your words your phrases your emojis even your almost poetic somehow sweet sentences.
I lost myself just eating you every day.
wanting to know how you taste.
yet we just met.
and this feeling often comes and goes.
dreaming of you.
fantasizing about you.
losing to you like a game in a wet dream like your kiss your touch your body were weapons of affection that made me want to scream.
but there's no sound just silence between us.
and a radioactive massive black hole of lust every time I saw you or wanted you in my arms.
I constantly rolled in my bed clenching the bedsheets hoping not to fall as the cold the warmth it all came for me.
in dreams where I have you.
our bodies crashing crushing burning together.
as even this made it hard to forget you.
my brain couldn't shut you off.
you were burning holes inside my brain till all I seen was you.
as I couldn't just forget about you.
the girl who made my heart want to explode.
yet you were the drug I wanted to devour.
the high I couldn't get off of.
like some psychodilic pixie dust.
and you made my heart feel like glitter.
yet I fell.
knowing there's no escape.
just me you and just fate.
©darkmocha
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