tortured.
I think of you.
knowing the only beauty I see is you.
the only agony I feel is you.
yet this constant ache this seductive prison all I want is you.
like a ghost you linger.
like a siren I fall for your song.
like a angel I'm hanging on your every word though it bound to tear me apart.
your very presence your very reason for existence captivates me.
yet the thoughts of you never die.
they just stay rent free in my head.
as I don't want to evicted them.
I want this feeling forever.
these infatuations with love.
reasons why I can't get enough.
like a drug I'm addict obsessed over just to have your love.
yet I want you.
I need you.
do I love you?
the answer is endless.
all the above.
©darkdeity
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