numb.
empty.
cold.
a feeling I know too well.
a loneliness that delivers me to my personal hell.
calculated.
caressed by the abyss.
I find delight in the dark.
a black heart drenched by the cold dark rain.
a kiss can only warm me.
a kiss only to call my name.
a touch can only melt the ice barricading my hard stone cold heart.
yet your hands plaque my body.
your black cherry lipstick only stains my lips.
fire and brimstone burns us naked.
hot and heavy I indelibly feel your dread.
yet I'm not dead but barely breathing.
as I feel the spark ignite me.
and seduce me with the cruel kiss of the midnight moon.
I howl for you.
knowing I was in love.
harsh calculated yet I felt the warmth.
it was my doom.
falling in love.
as I was paralyzed paranoid unable to forget about you.
yet you were the harbor of my tainted somewhat lovesick heart.
yet I was emo to the throes of you.
yet I wanted more.
I wanted you.
naked in the night.
cold, shivering wanting me in the night.
a wretched kiss chilled me cold still tonight.
I was immortal and you were mine in this horrendous night.
©darkdeity
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