I am empty.
empty is what I am.
I cannot seem to stop it,
but I just want to disappear.
not die,
just disappear.
I feel like no one cares about me.
no one would notice if I was gone.
they wouldn't miss me.
for I am seemingly not important to anyone.
I'm just a burden.
useless.
empty.
I cannot feel anything.
numb.
no feelings.
besides wanting to disappear.
for I am so empty.
so empty that it hurts my chest.
it pains my heart.
just how unimportant I seem to be.
for I am not worth their time.
just waste.
a toy.
a distraction.
a distraction for when they are bored.
that's when I am good enough.
for when they secretly laugh at me behind my back.
I am empty.
empty is what I am.
I cannot seem to stop it,
but I just want to disappear.
©poemsforc.
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