The world goes by in a scurry
The sights and sounds speed by
You're to busy looking forward to the next thing
But once that comes by
Your back in the same position,
looking for something else to keep your mind off the
Pain
Emptiness
sadness
You push on and tell yourself
"One more day, just one more day"
Now your daily routine is to say "I'm okay"
But your not
The pain is killing you
slowly
painfully
Then you find out that there is an easier way to go
It hurts everyone but
It becomes your every thought
You begin to not trust what your going to do when your alone
You begin to set everything up
You prepare for when your gone
But that happens to quickly
You're not ready to go yet
But the slashes on your wrists say otherwise
But you're to tired to actually take action
So you lay there
The thoughts beginning to fade
You don't feel anything anymore,
No pain
No suffering
Just emptiness...
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