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I think I found him
A face from the past
A simple search
A soul to cast
I remember his hair
Blonde as the light
I remeber his touch
One I could not fight
His fingers dug
My face turned red
Did I let him touch me?
I know what I said
Too young to know
Too weak to fight
Too shamed to tell
If I was right
A simple moment
A voice not heard
His sickening smile
My stupid word
He asked to touch me
And I said yes
Not knowing he
Meant up my dress
All the romance
I had dreamt
Was from a child
Who still wept
I grew too fast
To understand
A girl can never
Find a man