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Empty Hope

Another day, another mornin' bushed and weary
Still I woke up and you're not my baby
Another day, another week , too frail effete
Waiting for you to answer my text
"Beep" from you and shine a blithe.
After much delay you answer that day
"Good morning baby gurl" I cant help but chuckle.
Ain't nobody make me feel the way you make me chill.
Feverish and tensed, I'll get to see you again
It is only you can divulge this heart in flame
How I wish I can have a day full of you
Because all along it was you, always you :(
Always thought I love you still , I guess I always will
But end up hating myself for feeling what you don't feel
I want to confess and say these my own
But Im afraid to face that you're just another poem
I've track it'll hurt again
Yet delude that fact and do the same
You told me our age has gap and cannot be attached
Yet I saw you young ,like a man of touch
Though I know your years be past the best
If only I was born in your ancientness
Then maybe I had a chance to flower thy zeal
Rout to unfeel ,might think this is real.
©margareth