A Certain year in school,
I did what i never thought I could;
Rebellion.
I rebelled against myself and everything i held dear.
I lost interest in school, purposefully missed lectures and tests.
I gave up on studies. I gave up on novels, my muse left me and i gave up on living.
I was just tired. Tired of fighting.
My whole focus turned to the clock called life that was ticking.
Desperately wanting for it to stop, so i could find peace and rest forever
I got pulled into a deep bottomless tide and drowned in dark sorrowful thoughts.
As a result, i lost the most important thing that always kept me going: hope and faith in the unknown.
I lost my heart...
©baseerah
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