I feel like a stranger.
Nothing feels right.
Ups and downs
And not arounds
...
. Free fall .
...
. Gravity .
.
Crawling on my skin
Like bugs
Morphing into energy
Generating drive
.
. Friction .
.
Unsettled
Unstable
.
Chewing on my flesh
Centipede rotaries
Burrowed in my neck
...
I can barely think
I can barely move
.. Insects ..
.
Crawling in my mind
...
. Composure .
...
Creeping away from me
Fear settles in
My skin starts to float
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Being eaten alive
By hallucination
Im constantly on edge
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Forty years old
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Consumed by paranoia
Chasing down my death
....
Substance abuse
The nightmares in the dreams
... psychological stress ...
Damaged and neglected
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Losing sight of what I know
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Muscle spasms
Going deaf
...
Withering away
Losing control
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I can see them marching away
Taking little pieces of me
I cant get back
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Self inflicted pain
Detaching
Severance and the end
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Watching the earth eat me
from the inside out
Hollowing my purpose
...
......Shallow......
...
My desire
Up on stage
Merchants and thieves
...
Tiny little images
Fractions at a time
..
Watching as the pieces
Form
...
Reincarnation
Cadence carrying my flesh
...
Dancing in the moon light
Letting go of love
...
Carrying me away
Trying to take me from this hell.
...
Whispers with the bugs
Taunting me with what they take
...
The void in this madness
The pleasures of pain
Engineering insects
...
Leaving me the hate
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