I was in a state of despair
Depression, and grief
I could not bare this any longer
I was on my knees
God did not respond to my prayers
My savior did not come
He did not save me
From what I have become
I am afraid, I am now a monster
Alone, and unwanted
Lonley and psycho
I have lost my beloved
My life is not a life
I am not happy, or filled with joy
I am depressed, engulfed by darkness
Scared by love, killed by hope.
©nirajbaral
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