Enough

I'm tired of these rhymes
Imagine this scenario please,
I'm sitting in my room it's dark its cold
Yes winter has taken its toll, I'm trying to think, how on earth I got to this stage in my life where everything means nothing to me not even this thing called life.
You must be thinking this guy is depressed well I might be, but one thing I know for sure is that poetry was my salvation when I got bored or felt like this before but not anymore, oh no this time I feel stuck up screwed up over these words that keep rhyming to the point of twisting and tangling up my tongue.
I guess what I'm saying is... Nothing... now I know you think this dude is going insane once again maybe you right, I might create a kite, just to take off in flight, leave everything behind me to be off sight, you know what I think? .. that's right, I'm feeling a little light anyway so who knows this plan just, just might work this one time..
I'm tired of these rhymes playing over and over and over in my mind, if I'm going crazy then we all know who to blame yes it's these foolish insignificant words playing loudly in my head driving me nuts can anyone just shoot me instead I can't bare to see this pen drop one last ink on this paper again.
Feelings dead, mental state collapsed, faith well it's floating somewhere far from me and it feels good I must say, you judging me go ahead, this is my report and I'm submitting it today, I'm tired of being tired too I'm trying to break free from this slavery, I want to stop expressing myself through poetry but once again I forgot I am poetry.
@Lorenzo
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