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Enough

All our molds are so different
It's a curse and a blessing
I'm sorry I'm not enough
All i want to see is the one driving the knife in my heart to be happy... But y can't he be happy with me? 
Brokenhearted?  Ha
That happened months ago
Like precious gems in a mine
Alone surrounded in a dark cold places
This Ruby! this diamond! thought she'd been found
But no beat and cut she was
Smashed into smithereens
Such a precious gem thrown away
Forgotten and put to shame
Never loved
Never valued
Just there to use
Y couldn't I see
Y not just go?
Y not just leave? 
For I wish I could
For I wish u were me
I love this man with all my heart
Yet he never loved me
My heart just can't handle all the hurt and anger within
It's like a spark that reignites. 
Flame follows until there's a blow
Shards in every direction
Please take my life from me please
I just don't want to breathe
I hate him  and I hate me
STOP! My heart might stop on its own... the pain it's crushing me....