I looked at the mirror
My reflection gazed at me
A watery substance falling from my eyes
Was I crying?
A warm water like liquid flowed down my cheeks,
It had a taste of sugar mixed with salt,
A salty sweet taste it was,
Was I crying?
The capillaries in my eyes were getting redder
I could feel blood threatening to free itself from my eyes..
I wondered
What was going on?
My heart was full
My head was a granite
My soul was shattered
My sixth sense wondered
What was happening ?
I never seemed to get any answers,
Over whelmed I was,
Anxiety kicked in,
Stomach ulcers tormented me.
My knees got weaker
My face paler
My heart thicker
I started trembling
Tried to reach my pills,
But I couldn't,
Screamed and yelled in pain,
But my vocal chords did not cooperate
Silently shattered and dead I was.
So I just sat on the musty floor
Shaking, my heartbeat was frail
My muscles stiffened
I was literally dying
Hopelessness,
Damn I was loosing it,
I badly needed them,
I just wished I had some super power,
Atleast I'd get the pills,
But no,
Nothing,
No hope,
I'm done.
©Mara Pain.
Life is a series of pain.
©magi
Words from my soul
©mara_pain
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