Escape

Help me escape
Help me reshape
Help me refocus
They get to close
They paint my heart whatever tone
They get scared then hocus pocus
Help me discover
Help me paint a new picture
Help me see what you see
They get to close
They take advantage based off my cover
Then realize the ending is not so sweet
Help me love
Help me love me
Help me try to
I don't need a personality correction
Or a spiritual interference
I need the real you
Can I read you and tell you what I think?
Can I jot it down in a essay an send it your way?
Can I give you your flowers while your here ?
Smile an watch as you embrace my words
Yes I am trying to make up for lost time
My mother can't hold her flowers or see them she just lay near them
Can you handle that part of me that I lost?
Cause that's not all I lost
What if I got frustrated cause I had a rough day or night to the point where tears started to shed
Your words dont calm me
I go from expressing myself to punching you with my words instead
Would you disappear like the others?
Or fight me back?
I need you to be my escape even if its while I mentally run away with your sexual ways
Help me escape
Help me reshape
Help me refocus
Help me discover
Help me paint a new picture
Help me see what you see
Help me love
Help me love me
Help me try to
Dont take advantage
Or switch up cause I hurt you
I hurt too
Don't disappear on me
Paint my heart whatever color just don't mishandle it
Help me....
©porsha..