how can i love you when
you cause my heart pain
how can i trust you when your
lies feel like daggers.
how can i still want you and beg you
to stay when your the one
hurting me.
insecurities feel up my soul aching for his
love but bleeding from all the pain.
darkness crowd my soul wish I can find a way out but in too deep just wish he would or could love only me.
what s so wrong with me
where did I fall off this deep
when and where did my heart break
And my only answer became death.
escaping from the pain the false love he sprinkles that at the end leave me wishing this blade would cut deeper. I'm loosing focus loving someone who will never belong to only me..as reality kick in still in stuck for i can't leave my heart needs him
my only escape is maybe tonight I'll hit the vein.
©moniques21
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