I curve my tears into words
I will melody my cry to the tone of birds
take a portion of my heart,may be a third
and coat it with stainless steel
but for now allow me to grief.
will cook myself a meal
to eat away my ordeal
and wear black shades to hide my appeal
it's the pain that I can't reveal
yes it's true I am at the reception
I am at the receiving end
allow me to blend with am fine
I will buy myself a bouquet
may be roses won't potray my losses
I will dance myself freely in the rain
and dance myself astray.
someday I'll try to pray
may be the heavens will shower me blessings
but for now, let me try me an errand
I will baby boo me with booze
I can't control love.
I gave it everything but now I gotta give it up
but even if I knew it would end
even if I knew we wouldn't walk away friends
I'd still do it again
©diabetic
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